VISIT 1 • Meeting with Sathya Sai Baba

Chapter from the book by Tatyana M. “On the Other Side of the Material World” (An Essay of the Experience Which I Really Had).

We had a long talk in the evening with Anna. I tried to explain everything for myself, to place necessary emphases. I asked for advices about my parents, friends… and suffered with the thought: what temptation can force me to abandon the Path? For example, what “earthly” casual, passing love can overshadow God for me? What cozy “nest” or material wealth can bring to me happiness more than the Eternal Love with the Main Beloved? That wealth, which I had already received, it is the only thing for which I would like to fight and live for!
… Anna offered me the opportunity to go to the place of power of Sathya Sai Baba in the morning before I left. That place was not far from her home. She added that her house has the wardship of Him, and the houses of others of us — of Adler, Babaji, Kayr… And He — Sathya Sai Baba — is now sitting here with us and listening.
I gladly accepted!

* * *

        In the spring morning sun, we walked through the city.
In the square, I felt how I “fluttered up” by a Mahadouble. We approached the tree, near which Sathya Sai Baba was felt with special intensity. I melted into bliss, passing this place up and down about fifteen times. People were only few this morning, and we tried not to attract their attention.
“One day,” — Anna said, — “I saw how Sathya Sai Baba was playing with the children. Heavy rain has passed, and worms had crawled out of the earth — onto park roads. And He touched with His Hands the anahatas of children — and the children enthusiastically saved these animals, transporting them from the roads to the grass.”
Anna suggested to me to try to fill the Mahadouble of Sathya Sai Baba: beginning with His Face, and then — to dive back out of His Anahata into the depths of multidimensionality. And then — to feel the infinite Ocean of the God’s Consciousness…
From this meditative journey I had even a little dizziness. Anna said that it was — normal, and then I will learn to “dive” deeper…
We walked around the area, went to the river. She showed where the Mahadoubles of Vladimir, of Adler are… But the departure time approached with every minute.
… We were sitting on a bench in silence during the last quarter of an hour.
So I was leaving.
How much remained to be done, how much to learn!… And how it was wonderful to live!



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