VISIT 3 • First Loss of Stability

Chapter from the book by Tatyana M. “On the Other Side of the Material World” (An Essay of the Experience Which I Really Had).

After a month of the harmony of life in communion with only God and His successful disciples — I had to go back into the environment of angry, sick and tired people. As if deliberately from their sides, their gross claims to me increased, reaching down to completely absurd. And once… I fell down, having repercussions with them emotionally, entered into a state of confrontation and long lost the inner harmony…

I informed none of my friends about this. But… soon I received an e-mail from Anna, where she gently warned me that the outputs of the state of love are unacceptable, that every of us has to be responsible for the strength of emotion, which we now have…

I took these teachings in mind and tried to control myself. But I could not fully recover…



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